The time of transformation
Next week is the Full moon in Leo and this moon is extremely special. It is going to be a moon that will bring up relationship patterns and repeated themes that have taken our power away. This special moon will allow us to see the truth. Our value systems will be reevaluated and we will come into a knowing of what we are worth and what we are worthy of. The planet Venus will be working with Pluto and this will allow us to check in on how much of ourselves we have loved and what we need to work on loving. Self love is so important and this moon is the prefect time to focus on self care. During this time you may feel a sense of being alone in this process and that is okay. Sometimes we need to be alone to truly see growth. This time may be overwhelming for most because the moon will force parts of ourselves to grow faster than we may be comfortable with. If you start to feel uncomfortable, I would suggest finding ways to calm the mind.
This could include:
• Meditation
• Salt baths
• Nature walks
• Yoga
• Anything that you enjoy that will create balance in your life
This energy is powerful. Once it is over you could feel a sense of transformation and rebirth. You may feel energetic and powerful, experiencing a burst of energy to get things done. Keep in mind that with transformation we also need a period to recharge and reflect. Stay grounded within your new found power. Create strong boundaries on what you allow into your energy field. Make time for things that you feel will help yourself and bring you joy. I can feel the energy of this moon coming. I see a time of rebirth for my mind, body, and soul and I cannot wait! I recently opened up my journal that I started at the beginning of last year, and I came across a poem I wrote when I was stuck in my studio apartment for 3 months right at the peak of the pandemic. I realized that this poem was a wake up call to my soul and within a month later my spiritual journey started. The universe heard my cries and gave me opportunities to find my way back to myself. I stopped myself from watching mindless tv shows in bed, I started facing my fears by going outside to parks and enjoying the nature outside. I established virtual relationships with my friends where we would have happy hours and date nights over facetime. I started taking trips that were not so far away from New York but just far enough to enjoy the beauty this country has to offer. I joined a community of like minded people who seek for spiritual and personal growth, just like me. I am so fortunate and grateful for everything that I have learned and experienced in the past 10 months. I see such a change in the person I was, to the person I am now and I am excited to start another new year of growth, adventure and loving every inch of my being. This is the time of my transformation and my goal is to share that journey with you all.
Here is my poem that I wanted to share with you all. I hope you like it!
Confined to a 1,000 square foot box
forcing one to confront their inner demands
fighting between light and dark
to give into the fear or to overcome it.
How far with this go?
Has the darkness shown itself
or do I need one more sip of wine to fall down
the rabbit hole of past regrets of dreams that never came true
and projects that were left half finished.
When will the light come?
When people open their eyes and realize that
mortality is a gift that should not be taken lightly
Are my eyes open?
Slivers of sight like a new born baby, looking at their mother for the first time.
I am not new but I have been reborn
greed will no longer consume me,
money is not the key to happiness
happiness comes when you love every part of yourself
I love my darkness,
I love my light,
I love myself.